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Sunday, July 26, 2009
@ 10:39 PM

I chatted on msn with genoveva bb dom's mummy on Friday and i think she's so cute! We totally

it off haa she's got this really great personality and we talked about everything under the sun. I

like her instantly hahaha and i'm excited about the meeting i'm going to ask more mummies to

join hehehe^^


I long wanted to upload val's alot of pattern videos! But i don't know why baby's lappy youtube

maybe thats the tell tale sign of the lappy going to spoil liao. zzz true enough it breakdown on

Sat -.- and baby sending it for service 850 bucks! Better make it worth it ok!! the stupid repair

person roar!! is Sat and you so fast order the parts for what so fast order...


the graphic card and some components are spoilt i think all these gadgets stuff once they spoilt

and even if you have got it fixed it still won't be the same as before, it is just prolonging its

lifespend for how long i really don't know shurg and the new lappy only cost 2099!!

forget it just enjoy watching val's video hehehe


Now she start having her social smile so she'll smile to familiar faces and also to

cuddly soft toys that has a smiley face and she'll talk non stop to it too hehhe my

little chatterbox i couldn't love her more!!





Sunday, July 19, 2009
@ 10:36 AM

1 week had passed and i made it =)) I'm so glad i didn't have to resort to bring Val's little shirt in

my handbag, so that i can smell her any time during the day. *laughs* smelling my baby scent

its suppose to tide me over till i get home and beat the anxiety and stress of work.


My life has been so routine woke up at 6am breastfeed val, wash up and get dress for work, work

come home eat dinner and play with val, breastfeed her till she sleeps and then the whole cycle

repeat by itself again. How monotonous it might seemed hmmp =(( but never mind lahh still got

weekends can enjoy *grin

Baby come pick val and I we going to stay over his house we took pics lol





Friday, July 10, 2009
@ 12:49 PM

How many people out there embraces challenges/changes unassumingly?? I act like a wimp when facing with changes(-.-")it's sounds pathetic, i know but it's just part of me.



I found myself a job, I'm starting work on Mon i ought to be happy.I'm going to work

in a marketing dept for a established retail chain in one of thoes #17 Taka tower

offices I should smile from ear to ear (*^__^*).


Part of me feel that i can't bear leaving Val at home. Yess no doubt my mummy will

be caring for her but still i felt sad =((the reason behind;

shes on total breastfeed- tbf and super reliant on me on normal days she won't even

bother to suckle on her formula milk -.- and she likes to throw tantrums most of the

time i wonder if mummy will be able to handle her. i mean cause Val needs attention

all the time hmm... meanwhile i'm trying the method that khatina shared i hope it

works((=


I hope I'll be able to adjust to working 9-6pm mon-fri aww i miss all the time i

could spend with my little sweetie =( but is okay!! hahaha mummy promises to

bring home beautiful clothes and toys (=

hahahha later on i'll be upload video of her feasting on her own fist lol and new

clothes cause she grown out of her newborn clothing lol enjoy =D










Monday, July 6, 2009
@ 11:32 AM

Hehehe Val sleeping with her mouth open and i just realized she got real long

lashes!! Just like her daddy lol her daddy lashes like thoes with mascara super

cute and make me green with envy hahaha =P

Val's learning how to speak and i must say she's already showing her traits -

she's very talkative and cherry she smile throughout the video lol she got such a

loud voice for a small baby heheh love her to bits^^


Went over to Penny darling's place initial motive wanted to learn mj but val never

give me face keep on crying so i have to attend to her -.- i'm so glad baby had fun

with my friends =DD






Friday, July 3, 2009
@ 12:51 PM

Congrats Kelly!! Dearest i'm so happy for you!! and almost startled when you told me


online that you'll be going for rom on sept!! and bidding goodbye to your carefree


bachelorette life!!


After 6 years of LTR "love marathon"!! haa i gotta swallow my words cause i used to believe that

LTR won't work out!! hump speaking from past experiece hahaha I so sour cause i felt that firstly

the novelty has long wear off then whatmore with a lived in BF already behaving like old couple

what for go register?


Secondly 6 years thats soo much youth wasted on 1 guy hahah if it works out

fine thank God but what if it doesn't shrug.


Thirdly We women are always at the losing end especially when wed is like losing the bargaining

chip cause he already had you!! can skip the courting part lalala

and with kids coming along we'll always be the comprimising one =(



But of course there is sweetness in marriage is it a sacred communion of men and women,
declaring thier love officially and commitment no longer feeling lonesome at night etc etc ...

When you woke up, you pry with your still sleepy eyes to the man you love, the snuggle the

shoulder rub, the touching of ear lobes then the snores and being wrap under his arms

underneath the cosy quilt it's almost magical. It makes you feel safe and secure and loved =D

You have my blessings dearest darling!! maybe you be the happiest bride and happy you

should be for eternity =DD



Haaha still remember thoes days being my bridesmaid now going to be a beautiful bride le ^^









Nowadays Val likes to smile and laugh alot but its hard to capture the moment haha