Just came back from routine check up with e gynecologist, bad news bad news.. currently baby val is into her 38th week & she's weighing slightly more than 3kg!! I'm like WTF!! I'm at 30% risk of having a cesarean i cried at the clinic i hate the idea of having cesarean, i distaste the pain and the fucking scars that will remain. If first child needs cesarean ultimately the 2nd child will follow suite, imagine having my abdomen being cut tiwce really wtf lo.. these few nights keep having false alarm having tummy cramps at 4.30am =(* and my feet and hands swelled totally cannot see my bones at all. Lets just keep my finger crossed and pray that i need not go through stupid cesarean and have a smooth delivery i hope baby val comes out faster =)